This account will no longer be active
Hello to all my wonderful and loyal followers.
I have decided to massively cut down on social media, and as such will be removing a lot of my accounts and archiving a lot of old artwork. As such this account will no longer be active. Please do not comment or message me here as I will not respond.
I have been posting some bits of artwork here on and off, but it has mostly been pet/people commissions. I will no longer be doing this.
As part of this cut back I will also be going through my gallery and removing some artwork. All of my character artwork will be removed - some will go up for adoption on my toyhou.se and others will simply be moved over to my new account.
All of my species reference sheets will be removed from here and placed on my new account as well.
If you are interested in still following me and my artwork here's where you can find me;
Art community, personal and furry artwork (some NSFW);
Deviantart: ButterflyBottom
Furaffinity: ButterflyBottom
Twitter: art_by_bee
Instagram: Butterfly_bottom
If you are more interested in my pet/people portraits and crafts you can follow me here;
Facebook: Bee's Custom Arts and Crafts
Instagram: bees_custom_arts_and_crafts
Thank you for all the love and support over the years. I hope that a fresh account will help me to be more active and interested in art again.
<3
Some changes to my accounts
Hello any of my followers that are still around after all this time!
I've been thinking for a while about this account and how old it is, and how there's no real style of anything that gets posted... its just a bit of this and that and the other.
I'd rather like to try and getting into doing personal art again and not just commissions, so I'm going to be altering my accounts.
A while back I made a new account - @butterflybottom - which was made on a bit of a whim to be a Bee only account. However, I think from here on in I'll be transferring my personal art, such as character art and art community commissions (so of people's OCs and sonas) over to there.
This account will still be minimally active and I'll post my commission work here.
So, if you'd prefer to only watch my personal artwork you should follow the account above.
I will still use my adoptable account as normal ( @abwettaradopt). The account I made years ago for commissions will be deactivated, because I really don't use it, and I'll use this account and my personal art based account for commissions.
Hopefully having a bit of a fresh start will make me feel a little better about my personal artwork again.
While we're here I'll let you know I do also have a facebook and Instagram page, a twitter account and now also a toyhou.se account. My facebook and Instagram are primarily for commission work, I'll use deviantart and twitter for more personal artwork and maybe add in a few commission pieces here and there to the twitter account. The twitter account will probably be a little bit more relaxed as well and have actual personal tweets about my life and what have you, so if you prefer a more personal experience with the artists you follow you may prefer that one.
Thank you to everyone here that is still supporting me, because I know I am extremely un motivated and uninvolved with the community and have been for some time. It means a lot that you've hung around.
Here's links to my pages/accounts if you want them;
www.facebook.com/beescustomartsandcrafts
Taking requests! OCs or pets :) closed
Just want to do some cute traditional art.
I don't check over here all that much so if you have Instagram you'll be better off messaging me your requests over there
www.instagram.com/abwettar/
Anyways, you can send me OCs or pets, I'll choose 5 to turn into traditional drawings similar to the one below. I'll be happy to post out the images too, I don't know if I'll be bale to afford to post them all myself, I may need to ask for postage. But we'll see.
I look forward to your requests
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Me and my partner of four years went out separate ways.
Some of my long time watchers might remember the journal I posted all that time ago, when he first told me he was interested in me in that way. I remember getting myself so worked up over it. And in the end we gave it a shot... And we lasted four years. And I loved him with all my heart and he loved me back the same way. I still love him, and I think I always will. Which is hard... I would have loved to try again in a year or so to make things work. To start over with us both in a better frame of mind and with us both having a better attitude to the relationship. But he told me that the chances of us ever speaking again are virtually non-existent. Which is the hardest part... I never wanted him out of my life completely.
I hate so much that this has happened. I wish so much that we could have made things work. We were both just so negative... Both suffering from depression and anxiety, so every little thing became a big deal for one of us, when it didn't need to. We were both so focused on wanting each other to be happy, we made ourselves more miserable when it didn't happen.
I understand that it would be so difficult for us to stay in touch after what we lost, but it still hurts so badly. I'm going to miss him so so much. And I know there'll always be a part of me that waits for him to come back and try again, even though he's told me it wont happen... I've just never felt so lost and empty. I've never regretted anything more than walking away, even if it was the right thing to do. Just breaking my heart.
I guess I just need a distraction and a pick me up right now. I would love to get some art of Bee to help, she's my little rock, even though she's not even real... I wish she was, she'd be the best for hugs. Anyway, I have some points on hand and maybe a few spare moneys in my paypal. So if anyone has open commissions please let me know. Will probably help a whole lot more than you'd imagine <3
Sorry for the venty journal too guys, its just much easier to post here where I have no family to see it... They can be kinda judgemental at times.
Oh and, if anyone would like to request a mini sketch of their character, that would be a great distraction for me too... let me know!
Instagram?
So, I've been trying to branch out a little with my art, and am trying to make more actual crafts.
I've made a facebook page for my crafty bits - [link]
I've also now made an instgram account;
hereeee
I'll be posting more of my generic art on my instagram, including doodles and such that never get posted here on dA. I wanted it to be a bit more casual, while my facebiook page is more serious and business-y.
I'd love it if you guys could interact with me in these places as well <3